What's your 'Rainbow"
I have a rainbow baby. She's 5. She radiates sunshine and joy. She came the very next cycle after an early miscarriage. I didn't even morn over this miscarriage until I had my second loss. I didn't even know of "rainbow babies" until I was 6 months pregnant. Bear with me as I go through my thought. I have had this ache for quite some time. Not really understanding it until a couple days ago. My Rainbow baby is my last. And here's the tricky part. Most of you that know me are aware that she's actually not the last. I have had 2, second trimester losses since her. I have 2 sons in heaven. Jackson and Hunter are not here with us. This longing I had to not stop my fertility on tragic loss... I believe stems from the fairy tale version of finally getting your rainbow baby. I make up a small percentage of families who have had children and then just all of a sudden can't anymore. With no reasons why. I have been struggling, longing to have this happy ver...